I am not going to give up this time around. I have now actually identified the basic problem, i.e., inconsistency in making regular effort; be it a good effort or a bad effort, that doesn't matter. I should just write and that too every day. That would be then called a consistency in making regular effort.
I think this realization has its own beautiful story. I think this identification and recognition of a problem of the inconsistency in my professional/personal behavior is a symbol of a dim light inside me. In this light of self knowledge I have recognized this problem. Since the problem has been identified, soon I will also discover its solution.
This recognition of the presence of light inside me has now become a source of happiness for me; and thus this sharing; since I have been brought up in an environment in which it is said that sharing increases happiness and decreases sadness.
Hence this consistent and conscious effort of writing.